i wish that some people would just take the hint. i went out with this guys for maybe a month and then he went to a wilderness camp for juvie. he was gone for 10 months. so of course by the time he came back i was moved on. i just recently ran away to ny cuz i cant stand life with my mom, and this kid is trying to get me to go back to nc to live with him. weird right? i mean me and this kid went out for a month. i havent seen him in 10 months, and he wants me to go move in with him?

in other news.....
something really bad just happend to one of my best friends from nc. and i wish i could be there for her cuz ive been through the same thing before. so i feel like a bad friend becaouse i decieded to run away to ny and now i cant be there for her.


and i also kinda like this guy. but im not 100% sure yet. ive gotta talk about it to my cousin kayla. cuz i guess in a way it involves her too.


rawr why is life so complicated all the fuckin time?